Think this post is abt finally having a good life... now that i have2 kids my life is complete? I dunno abt that... its more like wondering if i ever will have a happy life. Well i know i should search for my own happiness.... somehow i am happy wif my kids ard to cheer me up n keep me gg. But in someway or another... there is just this emptiness... i wonder if zul will ever understand that? Or will he think that i am just being selfish. He loves me for me... but sometimes he blames me for some small mistakes i did. It makes me thnk if he really understands who he has married. I m really disappointed to b called "bloody inconsiderate". It hurts right through the heart... well its just some chilli sauce forgotten to be taken.
I understand that he is tired after a whole day of work. I understand that it is not easy to both work in the day n come back to look after kids, i know he wants me to be able to handle the household part of life.
But sometimes it is just a little thing thats not right. Does it have to be perfect?
