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this blog is about my life... as a Muslim convert, a school librarian, a wife, a mum, a daughter of non-Muslims, a friend, a colleague...
Monday, December 12, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Its really hard to adjust myself to adapt to others sometimes. Perhaps I'm too particular with things... it just annoys me when people like to tell me what to do or change how I do things.
It's already annoying enough for the fact that I have to change my ways to adapt with my in-laws, its their house anyway... but more people comes around trying to change my life (unknowingly i guess).... uh!!!! even slightest things like closing the door.... or milo powder "Vee...nanti milo finish u jangan throw away tin ah.... i nak balik....i ada milo big tin....ah boleh this one lah..."
AND as if trying to change my life isn't enough... there r still "codes" to break as they speak... such as "boleh this one lah" "later cannot finish nevermind...can this one lah" wat do they mean by "this one"? sometimes there's even "that one" and "ini lah".... Ya Allah! Ya Allah! Ya Allah!
I feel like I sin everyday with my complains in my heart.... God tell me what to do please! or someone just shoot me pls!
It's already annoying enough for the fact that I have to change my ways to adapt with my in-laws, its their house anyway... but more people comes around trying to change my life (unknowingly i guess).... uh!!!! even slightest things like closing the door.... or milo powder "Vee...nanti milo finish u jangan throw away tin ah.... i nak balik....i ada milo big tin....ah boleh this one lah..."
AND as if trying to change my life isn't enough... there r still "codes" to break as they speak... such as "boleh this one lah" "later cannot finish nevermind...can this one lah" wat do they mean by "this one"? sometimes there's even "that one" and "ini lah".... Ya Allah! Ya Allah! Ya Allah!
I feel like I sin everyday with my complains in my heart.... God tell me what to do please! or someone just shoot me pls!
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